★ That's the fact that you love me , baby .

Hello.
Hahah, i suppose this is my second post of the day if i'm not wrong.
I've cleared things up.
But yes, I think i'm so in a dilemma.
I can only said I'm tired of everything .
I'm not a good girlfriend,
Not a good friend too.
I'm the one who gan my friends away yea. Hahah, what the hell.
I also don't know what to do.
Yes, I need a break.
I guess i'm closing my blog down.
until further notice ah.
I promised myself to change to someone better.
But i can't guarantee that I'll.
Cause it's easier said than done.
I have a feeling i can't accomplish that but i'll try my best.
Help me along alright people.
Starting everything afresh.
Goodbye,

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hello humans!
haha, ok, today had band.
It's the release of the Primary 6 PSLE result and also Jeslyn's birthday!
Hahah, congrats to both Shiyun and Jeslyn's siblings :D
And yeap, HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyway.
I think i'm v bored. All this while I've been thinking and thinking.
Why? What's wrong w me? I looked closely, no. ( Your wouldn't understand what i'm saying about. )
Arghh, whatever. I really don't wish to think anymore! Just give me a break yea.
Band was "awesome"! Hahah, everyone was so damn quiet. And v lil member attend band today.
Fiona, Shahirah and me was late for band and got caught by Mrs Mo.
Didn't nag at us but yaya, typical teacher._.
I'm loooking so much forward for the 2nd of Dec. Hope nothing goes wrong.
Hope everything will be smooth.
And yes! I'm thinking of my piercing again.
Stupid right. I'm yearning for it. ( Eheh, don't be a copycat ah! :D )
Love is working so we'll have money for our anni. Heheh! (L) you la.
(: Thanks baby.

Hello people! i'm back :D
Hohoh, went for a 3day 2night chalet w the ex-2E2ians.
Truthfully, i quite enjoy and didn't quite enjoy my stay at there.
But i like the fun we had. ( esp. the card games )
Hahah, i shall explain in details.
Ok, so one the first day,
We took bus to Tamp. by 969 and followed by a one stop MRT to PasirRis.
Reached and we starts to like put our things and went to play cardgames.
Soon, dinner (BBQ) was ready (: we started to eat.
Ohman, the Otah was yummy! so damn delicious!
I totally fell in love w it, but didn't eat that much. ( too spicy! )
We also took quite some pictures but it's all in the camera of Iman and Fina.
At the night, me and Love went for a movie show " Paranormal Activity ".
Super scary! Our hair stood at an end through the show and even after!
Not sure why but i think it's disgusting.
So and so, we slept late and it's v difficult to sleep on the hard floor w only a thin bed sheet and a pillow. ( w the lights right on my face )
i couldn't fall asleep at all.
The next day we went for WWW. ( i hurt my skin. V the painful man! )
But yes, i had fun (: Ok, so today we came back home after a breakfast cum lunch at Mc.
Had card games again. *Fun!
But Love was v irritating luh. He lost his wallet twice and i was worried dead.
But who cares right! He still found it in the end._.
And came back to only know that they had start painting! ( I love the colour )
Then we slept from 4 to 7. Three hours. Just had my dinner, yumyum.
Still, i'm hungry! Probably will be cooking my maggie mee later:D

Own thoughts :
I feel that you're so weird. You said this and after that you're doing another different thing. What are you actually thinking? I don't know. And seriously, I really don't want to know or care about it anymore. It's making things worse for me! Tired of guessing who is who. Just let it be alright.
* I'm broke! What's gonna happen to me the next few days?
30th, a celebration w Fiona, Joanna and Shahirah. For sure, gonna spend quite a sum.
But i need to save up for the 2nd of Dec. (super important)
And how? I've no more money left. I really gotta earn it! But where?
Please, i really wanna band to end. It's totally a waste of time. I couldn't do anything!
And Ohmygod. I've still got my homework(S) !
DEAD SHIT! :(

hohoh! Love is back, but i can only see him tmr.
tell you guys what, tmr is the 2E2 chalet.
woops, i hope it'll be fun! yay yay.
just now went out w family and spent so much.
this time round i got pay for them hor, only my sister.
she's a free loader. so bad!
ok, went to expo for food exhibition, this time round no fun.
heheh. excited for tmr!!!
wonderting how the chalet will be like. hee.
but i really loathe going to chalet because i hate the toilet there.
and it's going to be shared w so many guys.
wonder how it'll stink and go dirty! :(
hope it'll not have the smelly stench. hahh.
now, i'm looking forward for 2nd of December.
why? cause it's our anniversary man.
we'll be celebrating, finally got time horh!
* smack your face (:
ok, so won't be blogging till i'm back.
ohyes, on the 20th Nov, we went for FUN work.
haha, if wanna see the pictures, view averyl's blog!
( onetwothreefourhighfive.bs.com ) yea.
warning : i look damndamn ugly. * yuschk!

yo people!
haha, later gonna meet up w Averyl :D
today is sucha great day.
get to meet up w friends instead of staying home and rot!
haha, nono , never rot diao .
er, ytd went for the family chalet. wah, so boring.
luckily i didn't stay over.
grandma and mummy's sister last minute want stay so mummy say she go home loh.
and she gotto prepare those food.
haha, so tiring and troublesome. who ask her, want open the chalet.
haha. nevermind, she happy can le.
v bored now.. just wanna everything to go back normal ah.
aiyo, honey jealous liao.
Honey! ; we got to enjoy our time at the chalet, to the fullest no matter what ah.
heheh. I'm excited and bored. ok,
i still have yet to pay Mengchiong $24. ( Rmb hor! )
okok, going to eat and meet her soon.
k, byebye.

Love is gone for less than on day only,
and i'm missing him like shit now! ohmygod.
how am i gonna survive the next few days?
probably the days that is arriving will become less torturous uh ?
but i doubt so. maybe ba?
i thought i could live without him. haha, ok, too early to give an answer to that.
got to keep it in check for the next few days and then i can give an
clear answer to him! hahha, kidding, yesyes, i can't do w/o you! :D
argh, my complexion is getting bad to worse?
it's like kind of coarse now? what is wrong?
i don't want it! probably haven't been taking good care of my skin.
anyways, my ear bleed, don't know what's wrong.
thing is like going so wrong since you left for malaysia.
is my life w/o you that horrible? hehh, no luh. ( think too much )
er, got plans! i wanna have them done! yay yay. should i?
maybe i should ask for comments! hhaha. alright, hope i can turn in early today.
i've been having late sleep! alright, shall end here.
byebye, Love.

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